Warning: The following journel may be TMI for certain audiences. Guys (and perhaps some girls), if you do not want to read about 'that time of the month', don't read past this point.

My periods have always been irregular, something I've learned to live with. I haven't had a period for a few months, not a real one anyway (just some spotting at most). I'm having a real one now and oooh boy...is it making up for it's absence. My periods were often heavy, but this one is extremely heavy. Only once before had it been this bad: I didn't enjoy it then and I am certainly am not enjoying it now.

It makes wanting go out anywhere pretty much impossible ya know? I mean...what's the point in going out if you have to rush to the bathroom to 'change' every hour, if not more? No fun. Worse, we were planning on going to see '2012' this week, yesterday originally. We postponed it to today in hopes my period decided to calm down.

Nope, doesn't look like it. I can hear my bloody uterus (pun intended) laughing at me, screaming 'NO, I AM NOT LETTING YOU GO OUT AND ENJOY LIFE, BWHAHAHAHA!'. Dear gods I wish I could have this damn thing cut out of me and not have to put up with this curse anymore: I don't want any freaking kids anyway. But nooo...you have to be at least 35 for the docs to even consider an 'elective' hystorectumy (I likely butchered that spelling...) and even then they may refuse since I have yet to use it to pop out a baby. Well, considering how wonky my cycle is, I kind of doubt I am able to get pregnant in the first place!

Guys can get snipped at 18 if they want to. A woman might be allowed to be sterilized if she is 35...and she does the major part of the baby making thing (you know...actually carrying the damn thing within her for 9 months?). How is that fair?

It bloody hell isn't....